life lately
It's been a while since my last blog. Right after posting my previous blog, quite a lot of things went wrong very unexpectedly—some that I wouldn't even be able to comprehend in hindsight. But not a single one of those days did I go to bed feeling hopeless. Being motivated to change is one thing; doubling down on changing is a completely different feeling. Life feels good lately. Of course, there are challenging days and people whose actions can be hurtful, but still, most days I'm content, hitting PRs weekly (thanks to "Hurricane" by I Prevail, "Aaj," "Jee Veeray" by Bloodywood, and many more).
I've been focusing a lot more on my personal growth, both mentally and physically. Working out has become more than just a hobby—it's my therapy, my sanctuary where I find strength, clarity, and release. The music I listen to during these sessions has been a huge motivator. Each beat echoes my determination, and every personal record I break feels like proof that I'm rising above.
I've cut off a lot of people recently too—the ones I think affected my mental health lately. It was a difficult decision, but I realized that having them in my life only held me back from becoming the best version of myself. Letting go feels painful, but I’m learning that growth often requires leaving behind what no longer serves you. And while losing old people, you will come across new ones who will truly care for you, who will see you for who you are and stand by you in ways you never expected. These connections can heal the spaces left by those you've let go, reminding you that life has a beautiful way of filling the void with something meaningful. In the end, as someone told me, it's all about the ones that stay even when you let go. True friends are those who support you unconditionally, even when you're focused on bettering yourself and making tough decisions for your own well-being. Nothing can stop you from improving if you truly want to. The road might be tough, but every step you take toward becoming better is a victory in itself. Believe in your strength and keep moving forward—you are unstoppable.
Take care and stay awesome!
P.S. - This will be my last blog from this account as I've decided to write blogs anonymously moving forward. I want to avoid unnecessary negativity and focus on self-expression without the fear of being judged or misunderstood. This isn't a goodbye—it's a step toward freedom, honesty, and healing.